Tuesday, February 27, 2007

What's Wrong With Five

How is that after running 13 blissful miles on Sunday, five miles felt so lousy today? Maybe it was the shoes (not so crazy about my alternate pair of Addidas Supernova Motion Control). Maybe my muscles are still a bit sore. Maybe I missed the throngs of runners pounding the pavement around me. Here's what I think it is: flow. I missed the flow.

Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi (pronounced Chicks-int-me-hi), positive psychologist at Claremont University, published a theory in the book Flow: The Psychology of Optimal Experience in 1990 that describes the experience of oneness we get when we find that zone during an activity and lose all self-awareness. In a flow-state (whether it's running or painting or playing piano or whatever), we attain an optimal sense of intrinsic motivation, where we just do what we're doing for its own sake and the joy we derive from it. We feel free, totally fulfilled, and outside time. The key is that we're engaged and our minds are active. The zone you get into while watching TV is not the kind of flow zone you get from creative or active immersion. There's a mindfulness present in flow that's missing from passive activities where we're just spacing out. And I might argue that when you can engage your body and your mind in the activity, the flow experience is further enhanced.

Mindfulness meditation is one way to achieve and enhance the flow experience, and I think this is what happens when I'm running in a flow state that carries me along on the long runs. Mindful running isn't my idea. The concept of Zen running or running meditation has been around for a while, and I think it's a great answer to people who say they don't run because it's boring. In the Runner's World Training Diary, one of the daily aphorisms goes like this:

There is a Big Lie on the psychological side as well. 'Running is, by it's nature, a lonely and boring activity.' This fallacy lives in the minds of people who confuse aloneness with loneliness and unstructured activity with boredom. They aren't the same. In fact, in many ways, they are direct opposites.

Zen running has many adherents and the ways they describe it sound a lot like flow. As one runner explains,

My body worked completely free of mental conditioning. In other words I had "run zen," completely aware of what I was doing, without any mental suggestion, totally "there" in the moment of the race.

George Sheehan has been cited as the guru of Zen running, having published a book entitled Running and Being, about the ways that running practice can inform the quality of life beyond physical fitness. In his article "Is Running a Religion?", he writes:

In that hour devoid of distraction, when the world is on hold, I can focus on the troubles and joys of becoming myself and arrive at a sort of peace. I am the closest I will ever come to who I am, what I believe and what I should do about it.

Sounds a lot like flow, and it explains how the experience of a communal, yet very individual, run can create a flow state for someone that will take her 13 miles when a five-mile run can feel laborious and awkward.

Today's mileage: 5
Today's conditions: 45 degrees, sunny
Today's quality: 3

Monday, February 26, 2007

Three For the Road


Moderate overpronators unite.

The Hyannis Half-Marathon: Sweetest Place on Earth

Yesterday, I was treated with gorgeous weather and a sweet course along the Atlantic coast to run the Hyannis half-marathon. They put on a great show (very well organized), assisted by Mother Nature, which provided for the best long run I've ever had. I finished in 1 hr. 54 min. and handily beat my goal of 2 hours to finish 670th out of 1591 runners. Quite respectable, as my husband put it.

In short, this race was everything I love about running. A big field of all sorts of runners--from the amateurs to the intense competitors--and a beautiful day on a beautiful course. Plus, I got a medal (everyone did), which helped to distract my antsy two-year-old from his lunchtime hunger until we could get some well-earned, high-calorie fast food.

A big thanks to Paul, race organizer extraordinaire, for this wonderful experience. I'll be back next year. Can you guarantee the same weather?


Yesterday's mileage: 13.1
Yesterday's weather: PERFECT (35 degrees, sunny)
Yesterday's quality: 5

Thursday, February 22, 2007

What's your "Cadillac Ranch?"

I challenge anyone to find a better running song than "Cadillac Ranch" by Bruce Springsteen. No joke, it is perhaps the best aerobic music to be found. Go out and do your activity of choice (running, walking, biking, whatever) until you have nearly reached your limit and then play that song. I swear you will find reserves of energy you did not know you had. It is the Gu of guitar, the Gatorade of rock 'n roll. I ran 8 miles two minutes faster than I did last weekend, thanks to that song at mile 7.5. But let me know if you have another song, and I'll give it a go. In the meantime, three cheers for the Boss. I know he's talking about a car, but these two lines put an extra kick in my step every time:

Open up your engines, let `em roar
Tearing up the highway like a big old dinosaur

Yes, sir.

Today's mileage: 8
Today's conditions: 35 degrees, sunny, wet roads
Today's quality: 4

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

Cervical Cancer Vaccine: Where are the Girls?

There's an interesting debate in medicine and the law taking place these days as states consider mandating a vaccine against a sexually transmitted virus that is known to cause cervical cancer. While many people advocate taking the necessary steps to prevent girls and women from developing this form of cancer, critics from usually opposite camps are questioning the legal requirement for vaccination. One specious argument contends that the vaccine will encourage girls to engage in sexual activity, though this seems like a dubious perception of teenage girls' thought processes when deciding to have sex. While I have met girls through my research who have opted against sex for risks to their health (or more likely, because of the fear of pregnancy or a damaged reputation), I have never known a girl to decide against sex because she might contract the virus that causes cervical cancer. I doubt these critics have spoken to many girls about their sexual decision-making. Those who do actually know something about girls' health, health care, and sexuality know that their agency and self-determination is extremely important to them, which leads to the criticism from those who care more about girls' choice in their health. This more compelling argument maintains that mandating the vaccine would compromise girls' agency and voice in their health and that the cervical cancer vaccine is not the same as other required vaccinations because of its gendered implications about girls' decisions and health education. Given that the age of vaccination would be around 11, it's curious that girls' voices are absent in the debate, when they are certain to have an opinion on it.

Other critics are simply wary of the drug industry's close relationship with lawmakers who seek to make the vaccination mandatory, thus bringing enormous profits to Merck, the makers of the vaccine. And then there are the side-effects, like dizzyness and nausea, which many believe have not been researched sufficiently. What's striking to me is that when girls' health is getting so much atypical attention, the girls are only present in photos or discussed by others. It might be nice to hear from them.

It's a topic I could discuss endlessly but will resist the urge to. You might read this NY Times article or this Washington Post article, if interested.

Today's mileage: 5
Today's conditions: 45 degrees!!!!, overcast
Today's quality: 4

Saturday, February 17, 2007

Fundraiser on April 1, not Easter Sunday

Oops. So the religious vacuum that is my household was made apparent this weekend when I realized that April 8, the original day of my fundraiser, is Easter. The fundraiser will now be held on April 1, so please book your appointments for the first Sunday in April. Apologies from Indra Salon and me for the oversight! Call 978-470-8800 to make your appointment.

The fundraiser details can be seen here

Cliff Bar + Husband = 12 miles in Westford

While unable to join the group run in Boston this morning, I did manage to get myself out for my first run off-treadmill since last Sunday. Doing 12 miles by oneself is a real drag (I've remodeled our entire house and written a few children's books in my head over some of my longer runs), so I convinced my lovely husband to join me for the last four miles of my run, and he sweetly agreed, despite having a bad case of tennis elbow. It was the first date we'd had in a while, with my mother watching Henry, so it was almost enjoyable, if not for the fact that I was flagging from the 8 miles I'd run before he joined me. The warmer conditions and company eased the miles, though I'm looking forward to the Hyannis half-marathon next weekend for the added change it will bring to my training. As long as the weather on the Cape holds...

Today's mileage: 12
Today's conditions: 22 degrees, sunny, slushy
Today's quality: 4

Thursday, February 15, 2007

Treadmill Zombie

Too windy, too cold, too snowy = Treadmill for too long.

Today's mileage: 6.25 before I couldn't take it anymore.
Today's conditions: Boredom and monotony
Today's quality: 1

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

A Valentine to My Knees

Given the frigid temperatures and the cold I developed after my run on Thursday, I gave myself an early Valentine by running on the treadmill today. Boring, yes, but warm and no wind. We're hoping the snowstorm promised for tomorrow amounts to nothing so Thursday's run will be manageable. If it does dump a few feet of snow, there's always snowshoeing...

Today's mileage: 5
Today's conditions: a lovely 60 degree room
Today's quality: 3

Monday, February 12, 2007

Salon/Spa Fundraiser

Today's not a running day, thank goodness, but I'm too excited to wait to post about my new fundraiser. If you plan to be in the Boston area on April 8, I hope you'll come out to support the DFMC by getting a haircut, facial, massage, or other spa service at Indra Salon in Andover, MA. The salon is graciously hosting a day of fundraising for me, during which the fees for all salon and spa services will go to Dana-Farber. It's a great cause, of course, but you'll get a high-quality Aveda service at the same time. And, if you bring friends, they'll get 10% off their services, too, plus a percentage of all product sales will got to the DFMC. Everybody wins.

The details:

INDRA SALON

(an Aveda Lifestyle Salon)

hosts

a fundraiser to benefit the Dana-Farber Cancer Institute

SUNDAY, APRIL 8

10-6

7 Elm Street

Andover, MA 01810

Call for appointments:

978-470-8800

visit Indra Salon's website for a menu of spa and salon services

Sunday, February 11, 2007

The Bonk

Bonk: also known as "hitting the wall," "bonking" occurs when the body, mind, and spirit lose all energy mid-run. Today, I learned all about this phenomenon, having taken on a 12-mile run with the DFMC group while still recovering from the cold that developed following my 7-mile run in the frigid temps last Thursday. I completed my miles today, but in a shuffling fashion, and by the time I reached the final mile, my arms were too tired to change their motion to press the button on my iPod that would forward to the next song. A great article on the science of "bonking" is found here, but I'm still too tired to summarize. Better luck next week...

Today's mileage: 12
Today's conditions: 20 degrees, sunny, breezy
Today's quality: 2

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

Real Feel: 3 Degrees

Encouraged by the DFMC coach's advice that there is no bad weather, only bad clothes, when it comes to running, I went out for my 7 mile run today without too much trepidation. Wow. For lack of any adequate way to describe the conditions out there, it is really, really cold. Really cold. I checked the Accu Weather report online for our town when I came back in and my fingers could bend to type again (just kidding), and it said that while we're at a balmy 22 degrees outside, the "Real Feel" is 3 degrees due to winds at 23 mph. There's really not much more I can say, other than if I ever planned to run for the DFMC just to get a sanctioned entrance to the marathon (which wasn't really the case anyway), a day like this would quickly get me to find other motivation.

Today's mileage: 7
Today's conditions: 22 degrees (3, with the wind chill), sunny, windy
Today's quality: 2

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Winter Tests My Resolve, Or Running in the Negatory

We are in the middle of a particulary trying cold snap in Eastern Massachusetts (and the rest of New England), exacerbated by especially windy conditions. Am I meant to be out there training in this kind of stuff? To answer this question and perhaps calm my mother's fears of hypothermia, I went to the Runner's World website, where I found advice and, of course, conflicting opinions on running in wicked sub-freezing conditions. I've come to really like running in the cold--no humidity, no bugs. And some experts, cited in the online article, claim that you can run in nearly any cold (heard of the marathon in Antarctica?) as long as you're covered sufficiently. Wind, however, can complicate matters by lowering the temperature due to wind chill. The meteorologist (and runner) cited by the article suggested beginning a run by heading into the wind so that the wind is at your back on your way home; if you start out with the wind behind you, you'll be too tired to handle running into the wind on the return trip. As a result, your body temperature will fall and you risk hypothermia. And Stephen Fealy, a sports physician, cautioned against running in extreme cold.

"You shouldn't run outside for more than 30 minutes in temperatures below zero," he says. In addition to the risk of hypothermia and frostbite, Dr. Fealy says that you have a decreased ability to feel pain in negative-degree temps.

What it seems to come down to is to stay smart by maintaining a healthy body temperature (never below 96 degrees while running) through adequate clothing, heeding the direction of the wind, and staying around your neighborhood, even if that means running loops, in case of fatigue that will lower your body temp. No one wants the added challenge of running a marathon minus a few toes lost to frostbite.

Today's mileage: 5
Today's conditions: 24 degrees, breezy, sunny
Today's quality: 3


Saturday, February 03, 2007

11 Miles in Heaven

It was cold. It was icy. It was great. This morning I joined the DFMC team for the group run from the Mt. Auburn Club in Watertown. Before leaving at 7:30 to drive in, though, I had to scrape the snow and ice from my car, which I had the foresight to park at the bottom of the driveway last night due to the falling snow. After last weekend's 10-mile solo run, the end of which proved very hard, I wasn't particularly enthusiastic about another 10 mile jog this morning in snow and ice. But it was fantastic, perhaps the best long run I've ever had. Maybe it was the company (I talked with a 7th grade English teacher about teaching To Kill A Mockingbird for a while). Maybe it was the help one gets from drafting behind other runners who set a steady pace for you (I was a shameless follower today). Maybe it was the Cliff Bar Shot Blok I chewed (The gel makes me gag; the "g" in Gu does not stand for "good"). Maybe it was my new CW-X tights, which are a miracle of modern fabric (they are soooo worth the money). Maybe it was the M&Ms at the water stop at Mile 5.5 or the chocolate chip cookies I knew were waiting on the refreshments table back at the club. Suffice it to say, I had a blast and was not daunted or slowed by Heartbreak Hill, which I ran for the first time today. I even added a mile to the run because I just felt so good. Pure bliss.

Today's mileage: 11
Today's conditions: 28 degrees, windy, icy, sunny
Today's quality: 5!!!

Thursday, February 01, 2007

Blast From the Past

Props to Jimmy. Jimmy Adams, my first boyfriend (who I dumped by the lockers outside Mrs. Morrow's 6th grade homeroom), resurfaced the other day through the wonders of the google and kindly gave a generous donation toward my run, bringing my accumulated funds to within 20 cents of $4500.

Of course, he claims I owe him money for the therapy he required after I broke his heart, to which I must reveal the musing I had on my run today. Jimmy was cast at the lead in our 5th grade play of Tom Sawyer (after asking our teachers if participation in the play was mandatory, I recall). This casting decision became quite the joke in our class as we were all amused by the idea that the kid who carried a briefcase to school would be cast as Mark Twain's scoundrel.

My husband's last name is Sawyer, it turns out, and his middle name is James. We also almost gave our son the middle name of Adams (after my grandmother, folks). Take that to your therapist, Jimmy, and thanks for the $.

Today's mileage: 7
Today's conditions: 32 degrees, partly cloudy, breezy
Today's quality: 3